life story

 

I Don’t Want an Ordinary Life

I don’t really know what my life will look like in the future.

But one thing I know for sure, I don’t want to live an ordinary life.

Not that I want to be the richest or the most successful person. It’s just… I feel like there has to be more than just waking up, working, getting tired, sleeping, and repeating the same thing every day.

Sometimes, I feel really tired.

There are days when it feels like my effort is too small compared to how exhausted I am. There are also moments when I ask myself, “Where is all of this going?”

But somehow, I keep moving.

Slowly.

I’ve started to learn how to manage my money, even though I still make mistakes. I’ve started to think before buying something, even though I still get tempted. And I’ve started to have goals, even if they’re not big yet.

One of them is going abroad.

For some people, that might be normal. But for me, it feels like a distant dream. And maybe that’s exactly why I want to chase it.

I know I’m not in a comfortable position yet. There’s still a lot I need to fix. A lot I need to learn.

But at least now, I have a direction.

And for me, that’s enough.

I don’t need to be successful right away. I just need to keep moving, even if it’s slow.

Because maybe one day, I’ll look back and say,

“I made it this far.”

And it all started from here.

From small steps that no one else sees,

but mean everything to me.